||[Sep. 16th, 2004|12:00 pm]
i just realized i was starting to feel myself slip into a numbed depression... NO! i can direct my mood! i forgot for a bit. i won't cover up the reality of my situation and put on a fake smile, but ... i can feel good now if i choose.
::relaxes busy thoughts::
::looks around and feels the positive energy flow::
::calls myself 'crunchy'::