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just realized... [Oct. 5th, 2005|04:24 pm]

that i'm always going to be completely sidetracked. i couldn't sit and concentrate through school, so i quit, and i can't here at work. my messy room is a testament to my incapacity to start something and finish it. ... unless it's sex or a beer. i'm good at concentrating on those and following through. i've tried ADHD medication that didn't help... i've tried meditation which does calm my mind but only when i remember to do it and have the time it takes to do it right. ya, so i'll be like this for the rest of my life i think. it's not so bad, i just can't finish a book and my environment is always messy. any food i buy and don't eat right away goes bad. so many cool friends get ignored. ; ( hmm, but i don't ever get bored, and i have 3065 phun hobbies.... should i be looking into my future and be concerned? i'm not really... cause i'm too busy doing everything.

[User Picture]From: yarnygoodness
2005-10-05 09:02 pm (UTC)
yeah, we're all there though. it's not ADHD, it's the demands and intrusions of the modern world. life is schizophrenic. there's no avoiding it.

i would love to finish one- just ONE project. but it never happens. because all gazillion of them get bigger the minute i walk away.
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[User Picture]From: potentialtoburn
2005-10-05 09:31 pm (UTC)
i gotta learn to let my mind chill just enough to consider each intrusion and then give it a priority. maybe i shouldn't drink every day.
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2005-10-05 09:56 pm (UTC)
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[User Picture]From: talonvaki
2005-10-05 11:41 pm (UTC)
Eh. I don't know. But I have the same problem...and I'm old. And I asked: I don't have ADHD.

I'm just a Gemini.
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